The clock is ticking and my mind is racing. Another sleepless night. Thoughts of my future are running through my head. Everything seems so uncertain. I know I am not alone in my struggle for my best girlfriend always reminds me that there is nothing I have thought or felt, which hasn't been thought or felt before by another. Still, at times I feel so utterly alone and it is this lonliness that kills me. Company doesnotmeanSECURITY.